[sienz...]

sienz... x N times...
after seeing my prof today...
totally feeling sienz...
or maybe i could not pay attention to listen what she's trying to tell me..
only remember she kept mumbering about the topic...
but my heart was just not there...
feel like telling her.. 'hey man, i'm not interested in doing dissertation at the moment..coz i have more important stuff to settle now'...

double room vs single room?
so poor...
how to manage to get a single room?
counting here and there... everything seems not enough..
already deducted my school fee from work saving...
but still have a long way to go...
haiz... maybe it's really the fate to stay with 'unknown' people?
i think i can't really get used to stay with another people
it's so inconvenient... especially i'm that kind of person
who need privacy and can get disturbed easily when i'm studying one..
argh... but then i'm unable to pay for the rental rate...
haiz...
20 May is my deadline...
if not i don't know how to move my stuff over already...
gotta fly to taiwan...

even if i'm willing to stay back here ...
meaning i have to spend 40mins to there and 40mins back ...
besides the travel distance...
how would i find a roomate?
where to find someone that i'm used to stay le?
who would think of me ...
sadz ...