[请你告诉我]

机会是不是留给有准备的人?

上天为什么不要将人都做成一样帅?

为什么坏人永远比好人幸福?

为什么一定要让我觉得有压力?

为什么世界上就是有不自动的朋友?

为什么这是我的blog可是说话就不能随心所欲?

为什么我有那么多不想让人知道的东西...我却偏偏想写

为什么人生有那么多决定要决定...

[写意人生]

很多时候
很多地点
都不是我们能选择的

很多包袱
不是说抛就抛
说放下就放下的
如果一开始就不想被包袱拖着
就一开始不要让它开始
就算狠下一点心   还是要的
有一句很古老古老的话说
长痛不如短痛  
是真的

如果你勇敢一点
可能很多结局很不一样
或者如果你果断一点
结局很可能就会大逆转
很多时候   我就是不忍心
不管是好  还是不好
决定了就不要后悔
反正也改变不了...

说到轻松
有些包袱要如何丢呢?
写意人生  谈何容易
如果做人不用介意别人的眼光
那该多好

[sienz...]

sienz... x N times...
after seeing my prof today...
totally feeling sienz...
or maybe i could not pay attention to listen what she's trying to tell me..
only remember she kept mumbering about the topic...
but my heart was just not there...
feel like telling her.. 'hey man, i'm not interested in doing dissertation at the moment..coz i have more important stuff to settle now'...

double room vs single room?
so poor...
how to manage to get a single room?
counting here and there... everything seems not enough..
already deducted my school fee from work saving...
but still have a long way to go...
haiz... maybe it's really the fate to stay with 'unknown' people?
i think i can't really get used to stay with another people
it's so inconvenient... especially i'm that kind of person
who need privacy and can get disturbed easily when i'm studying one..
argh... but then i'm unable to pay for the rental rate...
haiz...
20 May is my deadline...
if not i don't know how to move my stuff over already...
gotta fly to taiwan...

even if i'm willing to stay back here ...
meaning i have to spend 40mins to there and 40mins back ...
besides the travel distance...
how would i find a roomate?
where to find someone that i'm used to stay le?
who would think of me ...
sadz ...

[命苦]

really don't know what to say
there'r so many things to trouble me
due to the good prospect of singapore properties
the rental of this year has been raised tremendously
imagine you need to pay S1500 for a 3-room flat per month
S500 with a room
S500x12 = 6000++ for a year excluding living fee
faintz...how can i manage to survive since i'm just a poor student
why is the heaven so unfair?
why are those scholars always enjoyed staying on-campus
while a poor student like me who are financially self-support
have to move house every year
faintzx2

[The Phantom of the Opera]

finally i went to watch this long waited musical
which i bought the ticket half a year ago
yes... it's fantastic and nice
and our seats were pretty good and centralized
considering we only bought it at 47 dollars at student price

undoubtedly, the casts are good and really proffesional
despite sometimes i really didn't understand what they were singing
but what pretty amazed me was the set itself which is so nice and amazing
besides the flamboyant costumes and sets
i think another very impressive point was the perfect co-ordination

hoho, l love the music sountrack too!

[安宁]

[安宁]               [孙燕姿]

夜的宁静 是时候好好反省
月的阴晴就像我的心
夜下着雨 天在哭泣
不知道何时才放晴
我忽然非常想念你
你的背影让我失去了理性
你的放弃让我迷失了自己
你的离去就像刺青
永远烙印在我的心
是如此痛而如此的美丽

我努力的想哭泣
却哭不出泪滴
一次又一次的灰心
才发现早已麻痹
终于发现自己
已经不在乎你
原来分手也能如此安宁

[sun yanzi]

[nice lunch]

sick of da-bao food already
seriously
just because of cooking for these 2 fishcakes...
then i need to wash the plates... countertop...basin....
it's so troublesome...
the fishcakes really look very horrible
but they really taste nice ...