[orh so-desinei]

 
today i was chit-chatting with A
think we were just very boliao
suddenly gossiping about something that we should not, by right
by left, we just could not stand anymore!
that's how we realized we actually felt the same things but never tell each other,
and just kept it in hearts for so long!
oh my god
i can only say people's eyes are always very sharp and critical
one can become aware of  something over the time without being told
(although sometimes somebody is just so numb to observe things by himself)

i wonder how come one will react in this way, when one's brain functions perfectly
and without realizing how much troubles have been caused 
due to own behaviours!

anyway, thanks to S, who told me that my english has been improved!
"it's better lar"! :>