[hand in hand]

 
it's so easy yet so difficult

[xin qing rong ji]

 
went to watch xin qing rong ji, a national chinese song writing competition,yesterday
kelvin tan was the guest perfomancer for the night
his powerful live perfomance proved to people that he deserves to be the champion
and won not just because of votes of sympathy

where's a will, there's a way
but not many people are as lucky as him
of coz not many people can be as brave as him too!
was so impressed by his presence of stage and singing ablility

so glad he could stand out from the competition
and it just turned his life from a busker to a famous star in singapore

it's so funny that everyone's actually very "bochup" and kept taking photograph while he's singing, even using flash somemore!
[arh, i thot we are supposed not to bring in our camera and no photography is allowed？]

ha, don't care ...  i also take.. :p

[xmas 2006]

 
a very nice and warm xmas party, held at I restaurant
with my colleagues

[time-to-wake-up]

 
Human always lives in their idealized dream
sometimes
ones would like to keep their eyes close while they are awake
as it's the only way to keep unreality remaining unreal

[i can't wait!]

 
can't wait for the day i buy a new and powerful computer
can't wait for the day to put my braces
can't wait for the day i graduate
can't wait for the day i become very rich
can't wait for the day i finish paying my study loan
can't wait for the day my muscle becomes very well-developed!

can't wait for the day to come, i wish!

[pearls bank apartment]

 

[buddy buddy]

 
i have two very "close friends"
one is called loan
one is called bond
admittedly their presence and importance can't be neglected
you know why?
as i'm stuck in Singapore because of them
and they make me so poor
sigh

[orh so-desinei]

 
today i was chit-chatting with A
think we were just very boliao
suddenly gossiping about something that we should not, by right
by left, we just could not stand anymore!
that's how we realized we actually felt the same things but never tell each other,
and just kept it in hearts for so long!
oh my god
i can only say people's eyes are always very sharp and critical
one can become aware of  something over the time without being told
(although sometimes somebody is just so numb to observe things by himself)

i wonder how come one will react in this way, when one's brain functions perfectly
and without realizing how much troubles have been caused 
due to own behaviours!

anyway, thanks to S, who told me that my english has been improved!
"it's better lar"! :>

[give and take]

 
give and take is always the issue being thought
it's hard to find someone who's willing to give
more likely, people who's willing to accept are found generally
and it applies to me
sometimes i just do things in my principles

anyway
i wasn't talking about this blind :>
she was playing an old song called "巧合" by feng fei-fei
as i wonder how familiar the song is when i 1st heard it
therefore i contributed my 2 dollars to her as she's so talented!

[wallllllllllllking]

 
What topic should i do on my dissertation?
thinking thinking and thinking
can't get a solid issue for it
and i just checked the timetable
we gotta submit our temporary topic to each supervisor
talk to them
and ballot during early February

walking up and down around the city
feel that why am i wasting my life here
living without a clear target to move on

life is so boring without momentum
even there's
i'm so lazy to do anything now
just want to end everything soon
soon
and soon

[nightmare is coming!]

 
finally i managed to settle blah blah blah before i could work in peace
haiz...i AM very irritated by that
and, dissertation preparation is coming soon
after we have balloted our core of interest in the coming final year of architecture
we are told that we have to attend a series of guest lectures conducted in NUS when we're working!
especially we know that we gotta compete with those year4 students
and grab a good tutor who can secure us and our grades after submitting our proposal of dissertation in april to respective tutor
haiz.. another annoying and tough job is coming..
thought i can enjoy few months more before i get into nightmare
because i really have not thought about what i'm going to write for my dissertation!

[urban slum]

 
urban slum @ Johor Bahru
extremely interesting urbanscape found near Larkin bus interchange
while i was looking for a washroom nearby :>

[permutation works!]

nice facade!

[rushing]

rushing physical models at saturday midnight...
ha..over 1am already but we are still around and doing model...
i can only say we are amazing workaholic, aren't we?
sat midnight.. with the radio on FM88.3
bravo!
think the model will be done very impressively
 

[down]

really feel very unhappy and down recently
i'm being irritated by the things happened recently
especially it happened during my work...
sigh~
i'm partly in fault as i should not be so careless to xxxxxxxxxxxxx
but it already happened
i really have nothing much to say
think i should have to take the consequences
ai
a bad start for the year 2007