[sat nitez fever]
[寂寞城市] 周蕙
今晚的夜色很美
美得让人想迟一点睡
若是夜空少了星星的点缀
月亮会不会累
这夜色凄凄的美
没有爱的人容易憔悴
就像霓虹般亮丽的周围
只是一种寂寞颓废
城市里所有寂寞的人类
有几个和我一样偷偷的流泪
若是将它一滴一滴积累
会不会流成一条冰冷的河水
城市里所有寂寞的人类
有几个像我一样厌倦了疲惫
若是真心一颗一颗的摧毁
会不会全世界和我伤悲
整座城市陷入漆黑
孤独人在寻找自己的定位
伪装变成了一种防备
防备怕被人看穿心碎
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
[半梦半醒]
Orchard Hotel的低胸妓女和啤酒肚的angmoh在讨价还价
Orchard Road的gay在假装用电话聊天
希望有人跟他搭讪
马路上多了很多bangladesh... 做着upgrading的工
星期六的midnitez 当城市开始停止呼吸的时候
半梦半醒的城市人 还在家中高枕无忧地睡着
城市的一角 蠢蠢欲动
跟一样无聊的我一起无聊
哈
一个人的周末 没活说
习惯中找寻不习惯
孤单中找寻享受自由的快乐
尽管过马路人少了
也黑了
红青灯还是一样亮20秒
晕倒 哈哈
假时真时真亦假
朦朦的夜 只有angmoh会把180的A-Gua
夕胶的胸部当成晚上的夜宵
是他们醉了 还是我已经不清醒
night rider NR5
快点来啦
我要回家
...
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Saturday, July 22, 2006
[alright tonitez]
It's going to be a lonely weekend again
When you just stepped out from the office
At 9pm in the night
Narrow, long and dark corridor along Keong Saik Street
Just made myself even more claustrophobic
Haiz just finished a super rubbish submission
What a horrible weekend is coming again
Which you have no companion to do whatever you feel like to do
Anyway...used to it ... I have been thru so many weekend alone
Myself, myself and myself
Shopping... staring at my laptop...my snoopy
Reading book in Kinokuniya
Finding CD which I don't intend to buy in CD shop
Yes! i found it...but I don't wanna buy
A song, Colin's "love me"just flirt passed my ears when i was decided to just walk along the Chinatown street
The sound looked like Tanya Chua
Gosh, Tanya was performing in Chinatown?
How could it be...wah...the girl really looked like Tanya Chua
The voice also...
Anyway
I decided to make a rest
Standing there to enjoy this free street performance
What a nice performance
But the response from the audiences were so cold
Perhaps it applies everywhere in Singapore
Only a few elder people made a stop there to listen
Which was what i was doing
Lonely people do the same thing
Perhaps 30 years later
When I pause my pace and listen to a street perfomance
A lonely young will probably be also standing behind me and enjoy
And taking photo
Well
The concert was not that bad
At least quite refreshing
Just that the initial timing was to sing for 2 hrs up to 10pm
But they ran out of songs and audiences' response was not that fantastic
Therefore, they chop chop ended their performance earlier at 930pm
Haiz ...I thought it could last me for another 30 mins more
Well
It's not bad to being alone and enjoy the freedom of being alone
Thursday, July 20, 2006
[Drug addict]
It was 8 years ago
I was just started to collect my 1st snoopy
Then I become so addicted to it
Collecting is a very fun progress
But everytime nobody to share the fun with
People will just think you are crazy and childish
And rarely have people or friends will help me collect when i'm not around
Ha but i don't care
Sometimes just really feel very lonely after you finished one collection
And you have to share the joy with the walls
Ha
Always have to find a way to entertain myself
Anywhere It's quite rare to find such a complete set
Which was sold in 1988 nowadays
And it's totally new and unopened
Wanted to buy it long long time ago already
But rarely find a cheap and new one
So tempted to have it
It's online for bidding now
Starting bid is US0.01 dollar...
If don't want to take risk to bid and just buy now
It's US150 dollars
Strange...
So headache
Because i don't know where to find credit card
Hopefully nobody fight with me
if not i will be very sad
Sunday, July 16, 2006
[scary handphone]
I was walking along the north bridge road ...
The road along the people's park complex ALONE ...
After knocked off from office ...
Which's still not very late
hmm...At least i still feel like taking a short walk after a tiring day
An ah-po (about 50plus) stopped me accidentally when i was walking
"阿迪, 可不可以#$%%^^^&?"
"huh?什么事?"
"我要打个电话, 电话号码是这个...帮帮忙"
"Erh... 你为什么要打电话?" {-_-"'}
Super scare she's a cheat
Don't know hear from where
Or don't know where I got the info from
Sometimes this kind of old people are instigated so as to cheat those people who are kind
My heart just "boom boom ...boom boom..."
"你给我你的电话号码...我帮你打吧..."
"好呀...阿迪...谢谢你..."
After that she took out a small note from her pocket
Which has a hand phone number written on it
The paper looked rather old... like salted vegetable
I really very scared to pass her my hp and let her call herself
Because I afraid later she would shout out in the crowd when i would probably be trying to get back my hand phone later from this old auntie
do do... The line connected... and i passed her my hp... with the boom boom feeling in my heart
She was trying to chat thru the hp for very long
Which I was paying attention to her conversation
She was waiting for someone... but dunno how, dunno when, and she dunno wat
The way she talked... was so slow...
(....ah po, please fast fast return me hp, i wanna leave liao... faster faster...)
I was so worried...
Finally she finished confirmation with her friend over the handphone
And she passed me back the hp
Hu~~
My heart almost jumped out...
"阿迪...谢谢你呀...你人真好...敢虾， 敢虾"
"Orh...buei-hiao-kim.. buei-hiao-kim"
Hu~
I got back my hp... Finally put down my heart stone
And she decided to wait at the original spot to wait for her old friend to come and pick her up
I was so guilty that i misunderstood her and being so skeptical in the 1st place
If i just walked away without helping her and lending her my hp like that
She might probably just missed her chance to meet her friend
And she was so lost
Orh my godness
I should not be so skeptical
Ah-po… so sorry
haiz... helping out the people is always in dilemma
Sometimes we really need to be careful for the strangers
The whole nice soup u have to pour it away the whole soup just because of a accidentally dropping of rat shit into it
But...
The world is still a good one if you believes it
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